half the semester has passed. well not exactly, but by the end of this week, it wld b.. and.. it has been a rather interesting semester.. i think i'll just ramble out everything in one long post...

indeed.. leading a cell is no joke.. especially as compared to what i did back home. back home its more facilitating a discussion.. how i literally have to preach.. and knowing me.. its such a challenge.. but really glory to God that i have sustained till now... and somehow, over here, der r so much more issues to deal with. i guess since everyone is away from family, we're their family...

i was just thinking.. if i was to lead a cell when i just came over when dorcas first asked me.. i think.. i wld not have done a good job.. least now, one n half yrs later.. i can say i haf improved. least i choose to believe so. each time i see my cell members change/improve/get over a problem, i feel such a great sense of satisfaction.. i really dunno how to describe..

its amazing how much i've learnt here.. its so different to the way i've been used to doing things.. but i really pray that no matter where i go, i would still be able to serve God and glorify His name in all that i do..

2009 could potentialy be my last yr in perth... if it ever is.. i pray God wld use me mightly in the remaining 2 cell grps i wld b leading..

[open wounds never seem to heal..they are the only reminants of the relationship we had. they have gotta be healed.it doesn't matter anymore. i shouldn't matter]