this cell is amazing..

its one huge cell man. first informal cell had a turnout of 17. and the first official cell had a turnout of 23. its amazing how God works.. just taking numbers, it seemed discouraging cause some visitors said they couldnt come. but it was actually.. even better..

cell was great.. somehow the flow was great. though we made changes to the plans.. everything was just. amazing.. the commitment thing max made us do i felt was superb. meeting the people and getting to know them was great too.. i tried my best to do wad i could and hope it was alright.. but can really see the core doing their part as well..

i really hope this cell will grow from glory to glory..

[side note: its amazing how God plan for 3 of us - max stan me to pray for the cell the night b4.. stan called for supper and allie picked up so she was invited.. but backked out.. i originally made a promise not to go out late. but felt like i should go dis rd.. we met josh lim at northbridge but he was leaving to go out wif frens.. these stuff are not coincidences.. its God's plan.. max hit sth on the nail last night... and thus i am so convicted to change.]

Complete - Parachute Band

Here I am, Oh God
I bring this sacrifice
My open heart, I offer up my life
I look to You, Lord
Your love that never ends
Restores me again

So I lift my eyes to you Lord
In your strength will I break through Lord
Touch me now, let your love fall down on me
I know your love dispels all my fears
Through the storm I will hold on Lord
And by faith I will walk on Lord
Then I'll see beyond my calvary one day
And I will be complete in You

I look to You, Lord
Your love that never ends
Restores me again

its amazing how God works.. pmc sang this song on the last day i was back there. n this song was just so amazing. the lyrics n all just.. was so overwhelming. but yet i didnt know who sang it.. today, while practicing my guitar i was using believer's notes and there was the song. including the chords and all. its just so amazing.

in the past month i've been thrown with the question of my ministries.. and its been a tough decision.. actually, there hasnt been a decision made. but i guess i have a rough idea.. and like what mavis said. the sacrifice of some thing i really love had better be worth it. if not, what is the point of sacrificing it? and i really dunno if it is worth it.. it'll b starting all over again learning everything again.. is it worth it?

argh. new cell list is out.. dunno to b excited or not. my old cell got splitted out.. and i miss it dearly.. dis cell is gg to b a challenging one.. i shant mention why here.. but yea. i guess i can only look ahead huh.. bleah.

rarr.. my mum juz insulted me. over something that i am absolutely sure i was not demanding.. rarrr.. even more reasons for me not to come back to singapore during the july hols..