sigh.. more n more confused.. feel that i shld juz stay put in one place.. sigh.. argh.. so lost lar.. i miss cell group.. i miss the fellowship of believers. i miss the kind of encouragement you get.. sigh.. i came back assured dat sth wld b done.. but nth is.. you gave me the assurance and confidence that i won't miss cell.. apparently not. sigh.. this is making me run dry.. sigh.. mayb i shld never had came back so early. sigh.. argh..

how??